Ambulance Ride

Nothing starts a day off like a ride in an ambulance,  I had planned on cleaning out the bedroom and setting up the bed, but instead I called 911 and rode to the hospital in an ambulance.  What felt exactly like a heart attack was once again the nerve under my shoulder blade.  This one was a different, this pain kept blooming, and this little voice clicked in my head, "You are going to die, call 911." The most horrible 5 minutes of my life unfolded at that exact moment,
I never want to feel that way again.
I never want to see the panic on my husbands and grandsons face.
I will do whatever it takes to accomplish this goal.