John has surgery tomorrow.  He has a blockage in his heart.  Not in the artery, but the heart.  For some reason, this time is different.  I didn't worry about him the first three times around.  This time it is different...this time I am filled with so much dread over this surgery.
We are praying for a good outcome.
I have started Fly*lady cleaning again....
Wish me luck.
Pray for John.
Let me keep him a little longer.